I hope that does not sound too cocky of me. All I mean to share is that it is now time for me to trust in the training. I have proved to myself physically that I am capable of swimming 2.4 miles, biking more than a century, and running a full marathon. Now I need to let my head, my emotions step aside and let my well-trained body take over. I have to do this, because I need to be physically tough, but more importantly I need to be mentally tough. When I was at the chiropractor yesterday, I was sharing with him how nervous I was. His response was basically, "Knock it off! Don't even go there!" He reminded me of all the time and effort I had put into my preparation over the last year, and told me not to let my mind get in the way. He told me I was ready, and I know my friends and family feel the same...who am I to argue with people that are way smarter than I am?
This must be the week of songs popping into my head to inspire me, because I found another set of lyrics rolling around in my head today. I need to sing these words over and over next Saturday to keep me going when the road gets lonely, when the hours get long, and when I am still running when the sun has gone down for the night. Thank you R Kelley:
I Believe We Can Fly!
If we can see it, then we can do it
If we just believe it, there's nothing to it
[Chorus:]
I believe we can fly
I believe we can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
We'll spread our wings and fly away
I believe we can soar
I see us running through that open door
I believe we can fly
There are miracles in life we must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh
If we can see it, then we can be it
If we just believe it, there's nothing to it!
So this is for you Emily, Karrie, and Leslie. We have this. It is time for us to spread our wings and go for it. And as my wise friend Joe shared with me yesterday, "If you believe in yourself and you believe in what you are doing, you are twice as strong as if you don't."